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CRY ME A RIVER

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Today  was such a blue day for me.  I am crying as I write this post.  Today was pity party day.  I am so sick of being sick.  Chemotherapy is killing my inner spirit.  No matter what it is doing to my body I am now beginning to feel sorry for myself.  It seems I am on a lonely island .  Where are my friends?  Where are the loved ones?  I have given so much in my 66 years.  It seems as though no one cares.

Last year I escorted a friend on a cruise to Mexico.  Her last trip for sure.  She asked and I said yes.  This year I have cancer.  The irony of it all. God what is the lesson right now.  I am trying to be patient.  It is hard being sick.  My energy level is minus zero.  I keep going though.  I am grateful to my dear friends that have reached out to me.  Michael my angel.  Levonnia my Rock.  Still I worry about them.  Because it must be hard seeing be suffer.  I wonder what did I do to deserve this fate.  I need to go to the deep end of the pool.  I am in the deepest part of the pool and trying not to drown, some times I feel like giving up.  I am so tired.  So very tired.

 

So I am crying a river.  I have lost my innocence,  Cancer will give you a reality check.  Don’t despair this too shall pass.  It is imperative that I cry, I can no longer pretend like it okay.  If you only knew how many people I love trusted and helped that turned their backs on me it would amaze you.

I now realize it is all part of the grieving process.  Bishop Jakes once said as long as you live you are going to lose something, relationships, jobs, money, health, friends, and family.Matthew 22 — Arlin Sorensen’s Thoughts on Scripture

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I am back!!!!!

Hello blog world.  I am very thrilled to be back.  I have been so busy living my life.  It is now time to report on all of the good bad and the ugly.  I will begin at the end.  January 2017 I was diagnosed with endometrial cancer.  February 16, 2017  I had a complete hysterectomy .  I started chemotherapy in March.  I have two more cycles to go.  Hopefully I will be cancer free soon.  I am glad to be back to share more about my journey with you all.

In the meantime,  I welcome all comments.  Share with me! Cancer is no joke. Continue reading

Matthew 22 begins with Jesus telling a parable about the king who invites a number of people to the wedding feast for his son. They were all ‘too busy’ to attend, so since it was prepared, he sends his servants out to bring anyone who would to come fill the seats. “The wedding feast is […]

via Matthew 22 — Arlin Sorensen’s Thoughts on Scripture

Go First

Take the leap of faith! I am talking to me!

Take It Personel-ly

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Go first.

The action of going first is to take a leap of faith. It is putting yourself out there. Making yourself vulnerable. Taking a calculated risk.

Going first is summoning up the courage to step outside your comfort zone and try something new.

This means putting your inner fears aside. It means not caring what others around you will think. (You can’t please everyone all the time.)

In Leadership, going first means you set the example. You walk the talk. You are the first person to admit when you make a mistake.

It also means that when you’re building trust in teams, that you Go First. Be the first to place your trust in your team – that they know what they are doing. Trust that the people around you have the skills and abilities to get the job done.

In Leadership Going First also means that you…

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wtf is alopecia?

A great insight into Alopecia.

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Alopecia is an autoimmune disease.

Breaking it down…

Auto: self.

Immune: to protect against something disagreeable.

Disease: a disorder of structure or function in a human, animal, or plant, esp. one that produces specific signs or symptoms or that affects a specific location and is not simply a direct result of physical injury.

Autoimmune disease: a disorder occurring when the body mistakenly attacks and destroys healthy tissue.

Alopecia is an autoimmune disease that mistakenly attacks hair follicles, those follicles become inflamed and the result is hair loss.

One in fifty people will have alopecia at some point in their lives. It’s a high statistic and a very visible autoimmune disease. Most often we don’t see it because with hats, hairstyles, scarves and wigs, we are able to hide it.

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Section of a hair from Gray’s Anatomy.

It is believed that a person’s genetic makeup may trigger the autoimmune reaction of…

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Greetings, PLEASE  HELP SPREAD THE WORD AND SUPPORT THE LEIMERT PARK EFFORTS FOR HEALTH; We are pleased to invite your participation as artists, business persons, merchants, and concerned individuals coming together to honor Ms. Barbara Morrison, one of our true community treasures and musical greatest with a “Walk With Barbara Morrison campaign, on Saturday and Sunday, September 28th and 29th, 20…13!
Through the light of her magnificent talent, Ms. Morrison, has thrilled thousands of music lovers over the world for more than 40 years. She also founded and directs the Barbara Morrison Performing Arts Center in the Leimert Park Village , where she provides education for youth and adults, and showcases the best  live, first class musical entertainment including Jazz, R& B, Pop and Blues.
Like countless others in Los Angeles, around the U.S., and around the world, Ms. Morrison has been waging a winning battle against diabetes.  Since her diagnoses, Ms. Morrison has inspired thousands with her courage, tenacity, and her indomitable spirit of resiliency. She has not allowed the disease to stop her progress, or stop her forward march ahead. She has continued to perform and entertain her fans which show her indomitable strength, fortitude, and celebration of life.
It is this spirit that we launch the first annual health awareness event, “WALK WITH BARBARA IN LEIMERT PARK “, in conjunction with the LIEMERT ART WALK “, on  Saturday and Sunday, September 28th and 29th, 2013, from 10:am to 6:00pm each day. . The “WALK WITH BARBARA IN LEIMERT PARK  VILLAGE will include symbolic walking with BARBARA as she and the walkers stroll together against DIABETES. The project will  include electronic announcements to your  respective organizations, clients, and groups  to come together and join us in meeting on this great project!!. The weekend event will include several cultural awareness seminars, health awareness service providers, holistic and western herbal medicine vendors, and an overall educational enlightenment for the entire family!!
Time is critical and we must move forward to design the program, and manage the project. Our partners include  , Barbara Morrison Performing Arts Center, NAMI, KAOS, FAMILI, African Market Place, Community Build, Black Women for Wellness, UMMA Community Clinic; Healthy African American Family Eso Won Bookstore, and the Jamming Foundation, LULA Washington Performing Arts Theatre, Living Legend Foundation   ) with more added each day. We urge you to sign up and join us as part of the team. You can contact Barbara Morrison Performing Arts Center    310-462-1439 or WE CAN 323-293-9845   We welcome all comers who wish to support the Walk With Barbara fundraising Campaign.

I am learning so much about Alopecia after having it for over half of my life!!!!!!!

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Alopecia Awareness Month: naaf.org

A post on an alopecia support website that I thought was inspiring:

‘Technically I am losing my hair, but I am really losing the luxury of conventional beauty. The strength I gain from regaining confidence and powering through hard times will allow my true and purest form of beauty to shine out from within me. Whoever fails to see past my outer shell probably also fails to see the essence of beauty itself.’  –‘PS3li0t’ – (thank you for sharing).

My son likes to dance, which makes his grandma (and would have made his great-grandma) very proud. We have little dance parties throughout the day. One way to take your mind off of alopecia… dance!

It was either War or Earth, Wind and Fire that was my first concert with my mom and uncle… this music will make you dance, (amazing video). Happy September!

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Bold, Beautiful, and Bald

We were just given a shout out here regarding our cause to raise awareness regarding Global Alopecia Mission. Please go by and like their page!!!!!! We are honored!!!!

Global Alopecia Mission truly does have the strongest and most positive supporters, giving alopecia areata awareness month a different meaning. This is the work of a mother and daughter who both suffer from Alopecia Areata. Please take a second and check out their amazing organization, New Impression!!!!!!!

And thank you ladies for volunteering your efforts to help raise awareness and funds for research, to help find a cure for alopecia areata.

Both my daughter and I suffer from this disorder. We are totally bald. I have been wearing hairpieces, weaves, wigs, and hair prosthesis(very expensive) for the last 30 years. I was devasted when my daughter began to lose her hair at 30. However she is the courageous one. Last year after trying all of the above, she deciced to shave her head! I was alarmed and some what ashamed at first. Then I realized I was worried that people would realized that I too am bald. Well, I woke up last August and shaved my head. I still wear a wig . It is exhausting to have to explain that “no I don’t have cancer” and other questions relating to my hair. I am proud to have found through facebook and twitter organizations dedicated to raising Alopecia Awareness. I am finally out of the closet. I have posted our picture all over Facebook. I have volunteered with the Global Alopecia Project to help raise money as well as awareness. Finally, I am ashamed of my vanity when I think of the young children afflicted by this disorder and have been bald all of their life. This is an auto immune disease. In our case it is hereditary as my grandmother had it as well. It is sad because our insurance company is unwilling to authorize any treatment for our disorder. Young children are forced to wear wigs when their are hair prosthesis that are available that would give them the freedom to swim, run, and play. I have a new passion! Raise awareness! Challenge our insurance company to authorize treatment including hair prosthesis’s. I pay them enough money to do so. Until then, I am free to do what I want with this head of mine. I am no longer ashamed and I am thankful to be well. Beside, at age 62, I am free to be me.