Tag Archive: Arts

No More Drama (song)

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I love this Album No More Drama by Mary J. Blige.  I am writing this letter to tell you that the drama is killing me.  I want to be with you however please please lets work on getting rid of the Drama.  Mary explains it better than I ever could. I played this CD over and over again. Some of the songs, made me cry it hurt so much.  Listen to Mary  she is talking about me, you, and our life.  Let’s do this over again, this time minus the drama.  Your crazy mixed up lover. It seems I can’t live with you and I can’t live without you.  At this point, I am willing to live with you minus the Drama! Let’s do this!!!!!!!

How Deep Is Your Love

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Ditto! to Day 9. I need to let go of my significant other. A poem to my lost lover by Jurline Redeaux.

We shared so much.
It could have worked.
I am still in despair as why he did not see me for what I am truly worth!
We laughed together! We cried together! Lovemaking was spontaneous and free.
Why or why did he have to leave me.
I need to let go. It seems easier said then done.
However, my mind drifts back to “could he still be the one”.
I don’t know what to do! I pray to God for a clue.
His answer from above, is that you just have to be you.
I trying to be free. I am trying to be strong.
Deep down inside, I keep asking myself” was he really the one”.
Love is a game. We all have to play.
The problem with my love is I always have so much to say.
I want to be loved! I want to be hugged!
I want this man to come back and truly love!
Well I know, I just need to let go.
Deep down inside, I am hoping for more!
Life is a game. Sometime we win. Sometime we lose.
In my case, I just need to move through.
I need to let go! To hang on is null and void.
Why or why, can’t I just be free!
I am trying to be me.
I trying to be strong.
Deep down inside, I just need to belong!
I need to let go, I need to move on.
I need to pick up the pieces and resolve to be strong!

Jurline 2010.

Rainy day roses
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Today, I attended my grandson’s holiday party, It was a rainy day in Southern California!!!!I was so proud of my baby, he looked so cute and along with his classmates.  It was a beautiful day and a great family day.  A friend posted, I love rainy days and I then to began to think of my some of my favorite things.  Rainy days and cloudy days are truly one of my favorite things.  It also made me think about cuddling which is also one of my favorite things.  I am learning to accept my life as it is which is quickly becoming a favorite things.   This past year, o my goodness, where do I start.  One disappointment after another, one heartbreak, one more loss in a string of some many losses that I wonder how much more will I be able to take.  Then I think of my babies, the warmth of their skin, the beauty of their smiles, unconditional love, and their innocence.   It is a blessing to have my grandkids living here with me.  They keep me going in spite of my personal drama.  I also love the song, My favorite things!!!  I would love to attend this event I posted.  I am truly connected to the arts when I receive an invitation to openings and other events.  I start thinking about how nice it would be to have a companion to enjoy some of my favorite things.  So I have raindrops, roses, and two kittens now cats.  They always seem to know when I am feeling a little down. They both come and cuddle. One day, Boots, came and licked me on my nose as I was sleeping as to say, Mama are you okay? He had never did that before. Indeed, I was feeling down in the dumps.  Okay, I am now having a Scarlett O Hara Day.  Tomorrow is another day.  In the meantime, its raining, i have my roses and my kittens.  My favorite things   This too shall pass  In the meantime I dream and live vicariously through others.http://www.eventbrite.com/event/1077140757

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