Yesterday I attended my first Pink concert. I feel in love with this young artist recently.  I was looking at one of the Entertainment Channels and came upon an interview of Pink.   I found her to be so real and her challenges mirror many of my own.  Mind you I am 62 years old, however, I just felt such a kinship with Pink.  So I went online and goggled her name and learned that she was starting a tour and would be coming to LA.  Well I bought tickets for my daughter and I to attend.  Well I ended up going alone because my daughter could not find a babysitter.  The truth of the matter we are two women that are battling to stay sane in the face of so much drama.  I felt pulled to attend this concert. I had to see Pink in person. Well my seat was in the nosebleed section which suited me fine because there were not many people and my seat was directly above the stage!!!! I had the surreal feeling as though it was just Pink and I, no crowds just her performing for me. Thanks to the big screen I missed none of the excitement.  Well do I start, it was a spiritual transformation.  Pink gives her all.  She is real.  Her music touched the core of what I had been feeling for way too long.  The song that brought tears to my eyes was the one that I copied below! F####ing Perfect!.  OMG! Pink was singing this song to me.  It might sound silly but I really don’t care. I have been praying to God, please help me break out of this despair.  I have been battling Depression and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder for over five years.  I have been sinking into a deep dark hole. At times, I felt that I was truly losing my grip on life.  I need a break through!!!!!! Last night, Pink you delivered me when you sang this one song.  The entire concert was awesome.  Your bravery girl, flying over the crowd no doubt.  Your acrobatics, , the dancing, the energy I was mesmerized.  I walked away from this concert transformed.  Today is the first day of the rest of my silly life!  Those voices in my head were killing me.  You should have done this or why did you do that? Lawd have mercy.  Last night, you told me to change the voices in my head. I am  F###ing perfect!!!! I am so thankful that God has made me this unique person!!!! I have been inspired by Pink!!!! She has lived the life and shares her pain to help heal others from those demons that chase us.(All of us no matter how rich or poor). 

So I am a Pink Fan!!!! Next Concert I will have on my Pink Wig and Pink Tutu because I am celebrating this new me!!!!

Bless you Pink!!!!!

Fuckin’ Perfect”

Made a wrong turn once or twice Dug my way out, blood and fire Bad decisions, that’s alright Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood Miss ‘No way, it’s all good’ It didn’t slow me down. Mistaken, always second guessing Underestimated, look I’m still around
Pretty, pretty please, don’t you ever, ever feel Like you’re less than fucking perfect Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel Like you’re nothing, you’re fucking perfect to me
You’re so mean (so mean) when you talk (when you talk) About yourself. You were wrong. Change the voices (change the voices) in your head (in your head) Make them like you instead.
So complicated, Look how we all make it. Filled with so much hatred Such a tired game It’s enough, I’ve done all I could think of Chased down all my demons I’ve seen you do the same (Oh oh)
Pretty, pretty please, don’t you ever, ever feel Like you’re less than fucking perfect Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel Like you’re nothing, you’re fucking perfect to me
The whole world’s scared, so I swallow the fear The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer So cool in lying and we try, try, try but we try too hard And it’s a waste of my time. Done looking for the critics, cause they’re everywhere They don’t like my jeans, they don’t get my hair Exchange ourselves and we do it all the time Why do we do that, why do I do that (why do I do that)?
(Yeah! Oh!) I’m pretty, pretty, pretty
Pretty, pretty please, don’t you ever, ever feel Like you’re less than fucking perfect Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel Like you’re nothing, you’re fucking perfect to me (You’re perfect, you’re perfect) Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel Like you’re nothing, you’re fucking perfect to me.